My LITTLE World

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2011-11-13T20:34:00.003+08:00

3 packs of chips for 4.95 bucks at..woolies or coles i cant rmb.

Kitkat for ard 2 bucks in coles.

up&go for 3 bucks at...either woolies or coles.

2 bars of Lindt for 4 bucks i think.

CHOCOLATE!

just wad i need now

Recommendation

2011-11-04T17:24:00.001+08:00

哦哦哦

2011-10-29T23:34:00.005+08:00

休息是为了走更长远的路

减肥是为了吃更多的美食！

(边写边吃巧克力)

给爸爸妈妈看到应该不会被骂吧...我有吃哦！不要担心～

Enjoy!

Actually

2011-10-26T16:18:00.003+08:00

I fell asleep after drinking the liquid breakfast. Guess the energy supply thingy doesn't really work for me. But I felt full after drinking it. and got hungry after 2 hours.

For those who cant drink coffee, like me

2011-10-25T10:05:00.001+08:00

够了够了够了

2011-10-24T19:23:00.001+08:00

AHAHAHAHHA HE IS SO FUNNY!!!

i'm tired ahhhh so tired ahhhhhh

go go go!

Anyohaeseyo

2011-10-22T22:03:00.001+08:00

I fell down hard n were stuck in the deep mud for many years before being pulled out from it. I started trying hard since May n realized I'm actually not as stupid as I have always thought. And I just realized I used to choose not to use my brain in the past because I thought there was no use anyway. Perhaps it's not that useless after all. Lol. After so many years I realized it's good to be stupid and naive sometimes but most of the time you should really learn to be alert and smart. After all the "hardship"(not quite yet) I'm glad dat I picked myself up at the right time cz thgs we learnt starting this year is what we will come across in the future when working. Maybe not all of them, but most of them, I guess. Thank God for putting him in my life cz he has definitely helped me a lot by pulling me back to the track. I might have fallen down, but it doesn't mean that I'm forever a loser. It's discouraging to hear that sometimes. I think I'm still stupid to mind abt it. Itz ok, I'll eat more fish, if that helps XDD

High School

2011-10-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

Today I was chatting with a darling and we talked about high school. Then she told me she could hardly talk to me last time because I was always sleeping.

No wonder I can barely remember what happened during that 3 years. I thought it was due to my exacerbated memory. Now I know!

The scariest thing was, I didn't even know that I was one of them last time! :O

T.T

Now I have changed. I am a good girl now :)

i think

My dear child, what you need is self confidence

2011-10-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMjkyNjc2Nzc2.html

为什么不能在youtube access这首歌？！

今天吃晚餐的时候听到这首歌，当下就，呃！这不是很多年前我一直在找的一首歌吗！

很多年以前，当时internet对我来说是非常陌生的东西。google是什么？可以吃的吗？

所以就没有找寻它

对我来说它算老歌，毕竟它的编曲方式跟现在的抒情歌不一样

好，我的音乐zao zi(我忽然忘记怎么写怎么拼！对不起小妹老师！！）没有特别好，可是一点点的知识和个人见解还是有迪

每次都会注意mv，这也是个人无谓的原则（？）哈哈哈

不能怪自己是pisces总是想有的没得，可是我真的是看故事看文章都会很有个人想法和见解可以发表长篇大论对学业工作没有帮助的理论（？？）

当然如果是关于我不喜欢的东西（例如说物理）那我是什么见解都没有，最多只会想想也许牛顿不喜欢吃苹果吧？啊要不然苹果掉下来他不吃掉之余还去想出地心引力这样的东西。还有就是爱迪生一直做实验怎么有时间谈恋爱结婚还生孩子？

好啦很有的没得

Anyway,回归重点

嗯，忽然间懒惰写了（又来了！你可不可以完成句子！每次都这样）

就这样，Enjoy the song!

AHHHHHHHHH!

2011-10-15T09:43:00.003+08:00

FAT PIC AH!!!!

OMG SO EMBARRASSING

ORZ

I WANNA HIDE IN A HOLE

JZ LIKE OSTRICH

ORZ

if the photo was taken few weeks later it would b a little bit better..at least that area would be tiny little bit smaller!

ARGHHHHHH SO EMBARRASSING LA >.<

pls don laugh at me T.T

ok chill ok chill

nobody cares

only u T.T

怪癖

2011-10-13T11:29:00.002+08:00

我的呢，就是喜欢看人家吃东西

不管饿不饿都喜欢看

然后问人家好不好吃

就算好吃如果不饿也不会吃

可是还是会继续看着人家害人家不好意思

啊啊啊啊啊啊

好奇怪哦我

iPhone4s

2011-10-05T11:03:00.002+08:00

It's so cool that I actually got freaked out.

Recently..

2011-10-03T18:25:00.005+08:00

大家都忙着结婚我也忙着attending..哈哈哈！

有人问说，有没有想要结婚呢？

坦白说，开始的时候有想要，现在你再问我，nono.哈哈！

第一，好多东西要打理啊！而且，我还没赚钱T.T

话说等我赚够钱了后花应该也谢了哈哈哈！

那天就跟好友们说我以后会找两个伴娘。

呃？怎么是2呢？我明明就没有喜欢这个数目啊？不是3吗？

其实是因为...我不知道第三个要找谁T.T

所以说，要不就3个，要不就1个，7个就太不实际了虽然我喜欢这个数目XDDD

呃？那我之前说2是为什么啊？

话说，高跟鞋真的是给我信心的重要物品啊

话说话说，我的好友们结婚时我应该会哭得稀里哗啦吧

Relationships vs Drugs

2011-09-24T20:52:00.004+08:00

When you are asking for a piece of advice for ur relationship, I would say it's similar to asking a pharmacist for informations abt the drugs you are gonna take.

This drug may work well on most of the patients.

But it may cause hypersensitivity reactions for certain groups of people.

Sometimes it may not even work as good as it should be in some people.

In a nutshell, everyone is different, hence the different outcomes.

The only different thing is, if the drug doesn't work well, you will have to change it to another better one immediately for sure. However, in a relationship, you can't just change your partner when you find out the person doesn't suit you. You might have to consider changing your own personality. It's human's nature to blame others when things go wrong. That's what we should learn not to do.(Noted)

Roarrrrr

2011-09-21T18:09:00.004+08:00

Suai gou le ba!?

shi shi hou jin ru gao cao qi le ba?!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

edit : so sien that i had not-nice-de-carbonara-and-wedges for lunch and pizza+the chicken wings+choc lava cake from D, delivery somemore for D don play play. The only thing that I like about them is the packaging. very pretty. oh, and the choc lava cake. that's it. KFC has the nicest wicked wings. Even Maccas is better than D! =_= I thought it's supposed to b fried! as in crispy and crispy and crispy! Did they bcome mok mok one due to the rain? the bad weather? or what?

The reason I said that there are still many years to go..

2011-09-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

Is because, I don't know how long I can hold onto it.

Frenship

2011-09-13T19:44:00.002+08:00

= Relationship

Somehow.

Even though we are far apart, even though we don't speak to each other as much as we did, even though we are really busy, even though blah blah blah, but we always know that we are there for each other.

I miss you.

I miss the time we can chat non-stop and that makes me hate my busy life sometimes, for a second or two. haha.

I just want you to know that you are always in my heart! I always love you.

I'm glad that sometimes you find me automatically, not always me looking out for you :)

Everyone jia you! Gimme a call or a msg or wadeverr when you feel like it. I'll tell 'ya if I am busy. Otherwise, we can always talk :)

Gossips...Go away

2011-09-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

要哭的时候，把头抬起来向上看

这样，眼泪就不会流出来了

自我催眠

2011-09-07T20:40:00.001+08:00

肉肉有肉肉的美啦

不要太在意别人怎么讲啦~~~~~~~~

chanting chanting chanting

itz jz not my day

2011-09-05T19:23:00.004+08:00

So i went to buy this dress and my frens told me it was $X so i went to pay n the girl kept talking to me yes she is nice definitely i wouldnt deny dat n so she charged me $Y n i was abt to ask her y was it more expensive den she went on talking n den i was distracted and forgot to ask her n paid that amount of money n walked out from the shop n i jz got back home now n took out the dress and checked the price tag and it was really $X then at once my os is star moon sun.

The End.

奔跑吧，孩子！

2011-09-03T13:22:00.001+08:00

跑跑跑跑跑跑啊快点跑啊来不及料啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊时间等等我啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊我跑我跑跑跑跑跑跑跑啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

So...

2011-09-01T13:21:00.003+08:00

In conclusion, I'm allergic to NSAIDs. I'm actually allergic to one of the anti-inflammatory! Amazing. Not sure about another drug because Mom also couldnt rmb what had she given me last time. At the mean time, I have to be really careful. If you saw a mashimaro-looking-girl walking towards you and having difficulty in breathing, pls send her to the hospital immediately. Thank you bely muchie!

Arrrrr..rrrr...rrRRRRrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRR pain pain

未满18岁不宜

2011-08-28T18:41:00.005+08:00

你如果不认识我，我希望你可以在真正的认识我后才批评我。我从来都不觉得自己漂亮也不觉得自己聪明还是很厉害弹琴更不是一个有钱人我从来没有觉得自己是一个富家漂亮完美千金！我有很爱我的爸爸妈妈弟弟，爸爸总是无论如何都要给我最好的。生活费我靠自己打工一点的钱来还当然现在没有固定工作所以还是需要靠父母所以一分一豪都要好好的用。我其实不需要这么做，我只是想减轻父母的负担。幸运的是我有很好的姨姨姨丈毫无怨言的一直在帮助我！幸运的是我有很疼爱我的好友们！幸运的是我有很宠爱我的他。我爱不爱钱？爱啊！可是我不觉得有钱什么都能做到啊！我也不会为了得到钱什么都做！不管你信不信，我都没有死命要求要那些东西。我当然喜欢啊，我当然是没有能力啊，可是人总可以有梦想的吧？你到底对我的了解有多深，可以告诉他人我是怎样的人？我一向来都不擅长讲话打交道所以总是静静的，这就是骄傲了吧?我真的不需要你再来打击我的自信，也不需要你到处造谣。

说话也是一种艺术，看来我不能了解你对艺术的看法。

有的时候沉默不代表赞成妥协认输，只不过是不想继续无谓的话题。

谢谢你，你说的东西其实还蛮对的。谢谢你每次给予的正原子。有你真好 :) Love ya!

任性

2011-08-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

我就是长不大

Coffee!

2011-08-13T11:21:00.007+08:00

Oh my goodness I've never thought I would have to rely on coffee to stay awake.

Now I'm stuck with it, again, after so long!

Please do not develop tolerance rapidly because I don't want to go for energy drinks ie. redbull moster V or whatever lar!

So I went to garbo while waiting for my cousin because I knew I was going to fall asleep if i continued sitting there. Bought a cup of latte at DOME as I tried out coffee club yesterday. AND I just realised that they charged more if you ordered for takeaway! Ok la...ok. Tak apa. Fair enough. Anyway, I was waiting for my latte, watching the girls busy preparing coffee and cakes. Apparently it was very busy since it's Saturday. Then the girl called out soya latte but nobody went to collect it. Suddenly a woman came to me and asked what have I ordered so I told her. I thought she was the one who ordered the soya latte so I asked her back what has she ordered but she looked really busy and didn't say anything. She then walked up to the girl who has prepared the coffee and I saw her walking into the place where they worked so I was thinking wah this auntie so geng one can go kacau kacau them one. After watching them for a few minutes, it then dawned on me that...this auntie should be the owner of this DOME stall or manager or whatever because she's serving customers too. =___________=

Anyway, I had so many weird dreams these days. So this morning I dreamt that there was a question asking for the chemical formula of propranolol and I wrote C3H7OH because I thought it was alcohol, feeling proud of myself. Then when I woke up I realised it wasn't alcohol actually! It's a beta-blocker actually!!! :O

I am so tired though I didn't really do anything T.T

I wanna go travelling!

靠腰老娘的头脑有好多几年没有用料现在忽然想转动它起来是真的有一点吃力呃呜呜呜我老了呜呜呜

当局者迷旁观者清

2011-08-12T17:55:00.001+08:00

如标题

放弃

2011-08-08T21:22:00.001+08:00

放弃减肥

反正再怎样站在瘦子旁边还是显得胖

算了吧

其实你还蛮interesting的

2011-08-07T20:43:00.006+08:00

我又回来啰。

话说又八月了，时间过得真快呀!

yoyo 要回家了！哈哈哈！

嗯，谈什么好呢？

就谈谈这个科吧。

话说渐渐对这科有兴趣了，感谢主！

虽然这一路来跌跌撞撞，花了这么多年，才发觉自己的问题，改善，加上改变，才来到今天这里，可这就是人生啊！

不管怎么样，最后，还是回到了轨道，就像只迷路的羊，回到了家一样。

有的时候我会埋怨，不甘心，可是我相信上帝有他的旨意。

人长大了，成熟了，真是可喜可贺啊！*roaring in high*

啊哈哈。

嗯，话说回来，每次生病的时候，都是奉行着多喝水多休息。虽然说这很重要，可是有的时候还是需要药的辅助的啊！

记得有一次一个uncle问我伤风怎么办，我就说那多喝水多休息吧！结果他就说不行!我一定要吃药！不吃会死人的！=____= 可是...好啦是我的问题啦，我总觉得少吃药总是好的吧，而且防范者的是胜于治疗的吧！就吃vitamin C regularly吧如果你的immune system没那么强，当然不要overdose啦有research说overdosing in vit C contributes to the development of kidney stones.话说对于这些讲师们都吃着neutral的态度（我觉得啦，他们都会说哦有research这样那样说，可是不会很肯定的告诉我们说是绝对的。）。好吧离题了。当然药很好啊，让你快点好起来，要多吃药哦！啊哈哈哈哈哈！

因为本人上次验血，发现自己LDL level稍高(=___________=我也有这一天一定是历年来没有吃很多菜每天吃很多红肉的关系？？而且也没有做运动每天睡觉真是自作自受)。结果吓死我了今年赶紧乖乖吃菜也做做运动。读到说吃avocado(sterol)可以降低也！所以偶尔会吃。是说如果配合降胆固醇的药一起吃可以辅助降低也，讲师是吃着中立的立场啦。可是还是不要吃太多噢，因为听说很肥！！哈哈哈哈

其实还蛮有趣的，只是学习的过程很痛苦。

以前得过且过觉得还好，现在觉得....真的是很多东西要念也 T_T

可是能学到这些，知道为什么会这样那样，其实也蛮好玩的。

现在能够自己诊断自己的轻微病也蛮开心的，虽然开心一下以后发觉没什么好开心的，生病有什么好开心？！=_=

以前做工时什么都不懂，还好没被他们给杀了，虽然我相信他们很想踢我啊哈哈哈太笨了。

有的时候，知道那个产品的成分，想说出来可是心想还是不要太kepo的好，也许人家知道了可是还是想用，所以不要太多嘴好。是说人家可能也不会相信我因为我看起来就笨笨的可信度不高吧！XD

话说(又来 XD)，我好想吃乌骨鸡啊啊！那种在草原上自由奔跑的乡村鸡！！！

好想吃黑餐鱼啊。

好想吃云吞干面。

嗯，就这样而已。

不多不少刚刚好。

啊哈哈哈哈哈哈

lazy bug

2011-08-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

arghhhhh asdfiofdg kalsdkfjoi adf lkjasdofi adk blksvjgpoaifk jknbsoijpasdofnb lonISDNPOSNFG apodsnfpkafdngo nadkfansdpofknaspd

ok. go back. it's for ur own good. u know it. go back. go go go go go go

btw a fren sent me this song last nite n it is so catchy!

i like the girl wif the..orange hair? or golden yellow? or yellow?

she looks cool!

the one wif cat ears is very pretty!

this song makes me feel like dancing!

yee hooo hooo baaa laaa laaaa

Haven't heard these songs for soooo long!

2011-07-31T18:29:00.003+08:00

身体健康万事如意

2011-07-29T11:11:00.002+08:00

身体健康真的很重要

不可以take for granted啊

话说

今天晕倒了 :D

当然不是件开心事

所以应该用:O吗？

哈哈哈

可是日子还是要过啊想说总要乐观点

感谢主我能撑到房间

之前还在冲凉着呢

所以

故事的宗旨

不要自以为很健康就不吃vitamin了

vitamin还是一定要吃啊！

现在特别想家

刚刚饿了却还是得先躺着休息

这时候如果有人送上食物真好

算了

再过不久我就可以回去了 :D

你你你

少瞧不起人了

碎碎念完毕 :)

oh great

2011-07-27T11:59:00.000+08:00

sinusitis

i wish...

2011-07-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

i wish i had a piano.

i wish i had you you you you and you here.

i wish you are sincere.

i wish i could sleep now.

gahh

Change

2011-07-24T18:24:00.006+08:00

People change from time to time.

Change to the better.

Or maybe worse.

Well I'll be positive about this at the moment.

If there's no love, people won't want to join, no matter how good it is.

If there's no acceptance, people won't want to join, no matter how good it is because they know they won't be able to join in anyway.

If there's no improvement and everything stays the same, then well yeah things will still be the same hahaha.

Humility is vital.

Those who really love you, they love you for who you are.

I love you too.

You are always on my mind.

Judge

2011-07-23T17:28:00.001+08:00

You don't know how much it hurts to know that.

碎碎念

2011-07-22T11:44:00.007+08:00

我肥回来了~

Warning : 没错，我是比较photogenic。请不要被本人的照片给骗了！现实中找不到照片中的女生的！对于所造成的困扰，本人深感抱歉。

有些东西

你是不能从生命中除去的

曾经拥有

然后失去

再次拥有

那种失而复得的感觉

经历的人懂的

曾经幼稚无知

如今稍微长大成熟一些些

有些事情不需要说得很清楚

大家心里明白体会体谅

因为上一个色么斯特

才发觉原来我还是没有那么笨的

哈哈

所以决定要真正的专心了

虽然过了这么多年像人家总说浪费了这么多时间

现在才开始真正真的发奋图强

可是总好过没有

现在很高兴终于终于有兴趣了

不像过去一直不明白没有头绪

谢谢你给我的好influence

要不然至今我还是得过且过的过日子

再这样下去我真的只能靠睡觉浪费时间赚钱了 :O

谢谢好友们的支持加油打气祝福

这是我所需要的

谢谢

是说有人看衰或闲言闲语

或者说是向钱看还是什么的

哈咯

不要这样好吗

很伤人也

他给了我所需要的东西

再次申明

现在不是在指物质上的

最重要的是

鼓励和安全感

在我最低落最低潮的时候被慢慢的带了出来

说真的一直到今年出来后我才发现到曾经有那么低落

要不然今天我也不懂会在哪里了:P

这种耐性

不是每个人都有的

所以我珍惜

有些事情大家不知事情的经过

就不好自己下定论

这对当事人不公平

求主免了我们的债

如同我们免了人的债

不叫我们遇见试探

拯救我们脱离凶恶

有些人总爱闲话家常

闲言闲语的确很伤人

可是总要学会当作耳边风

你们是很厉害

真的

这是真心话

啊要不然你们怎么会去批评评论他人呢

人家就是笨啊

就是没有你们家宝宝聪明能干

可是无论如何都要说声谢谢

现在学会了忽略容忍不在乎自己爬起来继续加油不要被影响

说来简单但做来难

可是这是人生的其中一堂课总要考过的

聊聊聊

其实我还蛮想念你的

想念从前

希望一切真正的已经解开

我不知道你

可是我真的是没有心结放下了坦承的聊

也许是我自作多情

也许不是

哈哈

也许

也许...

看着窗外

下着绵绵细雨直到倾盆大雨

工人们还是继续工作

是说没有特别感性

就是骗人的

职业不分贵贱

说到这

有的时候当一些人跟我说其实你们更辛苦的时候

我有点感动

毕竟很多人都觉得应该相比起来比较容易

这种同理心

我珍惜

我感动

我感谢

Words

2011-06-25T02:17:00.001+08:00

Insecure.

Selfish.

Confused.

Worried.

Disappointed.

Anticipate.

Hope.

These are just words.

. . .

2011-06-19T20:13:00.001+08:00

i hate it.

心灵相通？

2011-06-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

这个默契实在是准的有点可怕。

才刚想到你你就找我了

我很想你

一路顺风

加油！

除了这些我也不懂要说什么了

不管怎么样你都还是我心目中当初的那个你没有变永远不会变的

除非你真的是变心了那就算了吧哈哈哈

没有人是完美的

不要理会那些有的没的

我比你惨叻曾经被同性的人说我丑啊矮啊上镜可是不漂亮啊用照片骗人啊什么的

我个人觉得比异性的批评来的刺痛

哈哈哈

用你的智慧来战胜！

我连这个都没有 T____T

哈哈

总结来说

我爱你

别忘记

抱抱

A Horibble Dream

2011-06-01T06:49:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that Liz looked at me and said, "Oi ur belly really big now u better go and do more exercise to get rid of it!"

And I looked at my belly and geez i thought i was pregnant.

Then I had shower just now and thought about this dream which seemed to be real. So I quickly looked at my belly.

Phew.

Not that it's small but at least, not as big as it was in the dream.

So I learned two things from the dream.

Firstly, don't sleep so early because you are gonna gg so hard on the next day.

Secondly, no need exercise or go on diet because you are having exam soon.

i Like her voice!

2011-05-25T09:51:00.003+08:00

其实

2011-05-24T16:09:00.001+08:00

每一次看到这种文章，都会觉得感动和羡慕

h...yp....no....ti.....se

2011-05-15T15:13:00.001+08:00

playing chess with myself, by my own

hypnotising myself

nothing much

No Title

2011-05-11T09:38:00.002+08:00

I love earrings.

As much as I love shoes. lol.

lalalala

Sometimes...

2011-05-09T15:19:00.003+08:00

I wish I had no heart.

I wish I had no feeling.

I wish I had no brain.

Wait, I don't think I have one anyway. Haha!

I wish I wouldn't care wth others think, like what some people always do.

I used to dislike this song and prefer the original version. But when I came across this song on youtube today, I found that it's actually quite nice.

Original version.

At the end of the day, you need someone who can look after you, whose eyes are always on you, who cares you more than anything else, who loves you more than himself. That's what I think, not applicable to everyone though.lol. Some people think that money is important, some think that appearance is important. It depends.

My all time favourite.

hahahahha!

2011-05-06T21:21:00.002+08:00

hahahahhahaha....

geng!

一山还有一山高！

我输了！

真是厉害大炮哈哈哈哈

Besties

2011-05-04T18:16:00.003+08:00

我不清楚大家对好朋友的定义是什么？

以前我会觉得好朋友是对我好的朋友。

现在我认为好朋友是要为我好的朋友。

正所谓，良药苦口利于病，忠言逆耳利于行。

很多时候有些东西听起来真的很刺耳，可是的确是为了我们好。

如果我跟你不熟，说真的我会有点不高兴你的坦白 XDD

可是如果那是故意的讽刺那也没办法。

但是呢，如果我们是好朋友，那就另当别论咯！

如果我肥了，当然要跟我讲提醒我啊。

如果我这样做不对，也要告诉我。

可是，不管是好朋友还是家人，说话还是要有技巧的，不是吗？

太坦白的批评或评论（这里说的是评论，不是劝告噢），会伤害他人，使人失去自信心。

要选在对的时候说，说话技巧要准确。

很难，对吧？

我也这么觉得阿哈阿哈哈哈。

我要说的重点就是，有些话，身为好朋友我才会坦白告诉你。

要不然我才不理你叻。

你做错事我不会有事没事冲去跟你说“喂！！你做错了！！！”

你肥了我也不会告诉你去减肥不要暴饮暴食或该多做运动。

你浪费钱又想省钱我不会kepo劝你好好想一想。

最多只是默默的听你埋怨然后就..这样。哈哈哈。

像那天一个好友写了一些东西在飞布，kepo的我就留了comment。

我不想你受到伤害啊，谁知道呢，不是吗？^^

在这里想告诉一个好朋友，不要担心我减肥到什么都不吃因为我如果没吃会发神经。

禁食对我来说不容易。

那天在你那里都没什么吃是因为有些事困扰我，不是因为要减肥 XDD

我会好好做运动的，希望这次不会让你失望！

拜托你不要放弃我继续努力劝我去做运动！

啊哈哈哈哈哈哈

虽然说冬天要来了才想减肥似乎有点笨，可是安慰自己就从现在开始吧，好过没有。但愿不要间断到下一个夏天就可以穿背心和短裤然后不会给人嘲笑了！XDD

最近都在谈论外表。

自然美是还蛮不简单。大家似乎都觉得化妆比较见得了人哈哈哈。

开始有点担心以后我会变黄脸婆，因为我很常的时候真的很懒 ORZ

请摇醒我啊啊啊啊啊啊那个时候。

啊哈哈哈哈

absent-minded

2011-05-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

i wanted to write something but...tak ingat sudah~

Good friday

2011-04-23T00:52:00.003+08:00

Thousand years ago Jesus died for us, to save sinners like us from death.

He forgives you.

He loves you.

I love you too.

But I can't accept it.

I am sorry.

Belated post!

2011-04-21T11:46:00.006+08:00

my features looked cacat that day because I didn't sleep well the night before! Too tired.

Alright so when I went back to Malaysia early this year I stopped by KL because Daddy was there. Woohoo! Well, I didn't do much shopping. Bought few clothes and that's it. Of course, met up with jc and ahkueh. So JC treated me this i-reckon-it's-very-expensive tiramisu in.....GARDEN? I can't remember where is it but it's near Midvalley. Thanks! and paisei! I didn't treat you anything! And don't worry, like what I've said, I won't treat you anything still if you come to Perth one day. AHAHAHA!

OK so when we first arrived three of us sat down and JC ordered for tiramisu. It's always so relaxing to go out with her because...I can always ask her to do all the orderings without worrying much! "Eh jc u order ok i m fine with anything as long as it's good." Ahahahha it's always like that since long time ago! lol. Anyways, we only ordered ONE tiramisu. Three of us with ONE TIRAMISU and the waiter was like, oh is that it? "Yerp!" 'No drinks?' "Nope!"

Few seconds after taking this picture, a guy came over and asked, 'Do you want any drinks?' "No it's ok." Then the guy walked away and we were chuckling. "Eh jc we don't have to order drinks right? It's ok for three of us to share one right? cincai la should be ok hoh" After few minutes, another guy came again, 'Do you girls want any drinks?' And we looked at him for a few seconds and said, "No it's ok." After few minutes, when we were checking what games or applications we got in our mobile phones, another waiter came again asking, 'You guys really don't want drinks?' "No No No we are fine" 'You sure? FREE ONE OH!' "No no no it's ok really."

AHAHAHHAHA beh tahan these waiters...ahahahhaha...

Finally, here comes the tiramisu! Not too bad! Thanks for introducing, jc! But looking at the price I guess I can only have it once a while. haha. Well not if I am shao nai nai. In a million years lol.

What a coincidence both of us wore purple that day. Haha. I love you. Thanks for always supporting me and thinks that I am always the coolest one. AHAHA.

I hate it. There's still no internet connection at home! Seriously, we don't pay for this! grrrrrr...

Darling,

2011-04-17T18:59:00.001+08:00

It wasn't being emotional or pessimistic.

It was depression.

However, thank God you were being loved during that period. That was how you got it through. Nobody realized, maybe some did but never said anything about it. So fortunately you got out of it after all before even realizing your problem yourself. Be positive. Be nice. Be thoughtful without sacrificing yourself anymore. Don't be harsh toward anyone you dislike. Don't even try to dislike someone, if possible. Love those who hate you.

Jia you:)

Hmmm...

2011-04-12T22:20:00.003+08:00

ah yayayaya dadadada jijijijida

jijijidadada ayayayaya

yayayayyayaya *shaking head* dadadada *waving hand*

dadadadadadadada gagagagagaga yayayayaya

Those who have watched the video on youtube will understand what I'm trying to express. Lol.

Jia you Kee! Don't get too stress!! You can make it =)

black

2011-04-11T17:50:00.001+08:00

very black

2011-04-09T18:41:00.001+08:00

=]

2011-04-08T12:13:00.001+08:00

What a pleasant surprise!
I'm so touched.
Thank you so much.
:)

I think I have lost you

2011-04-07T23:04:00.001+08:00

Life is all about ups and downs

2011-04-05T20:27:00.004+08:00

Things are going to get better real soon, have faith. I really hope that I can stop being so absent-minded. It really doesn't bring any good. Lol.

I was really stressed out on Sunday morning because I was the pianist for the choir. I haven't played for a choir for more than a year and I hardly play piano as well these days or to be exact, for years. To make things worse, the genre of the song is the kind that I can't handle well all the time. I knew I didn't achieve what he wanted because I couldn't even reach my own requirement on that simple song! Yes, it's a real simple song. But the simpler the song, the harder it gets because you have to be skilful to play the song well. I got so stress that even myself felt weird. Why would I be so nervous? Somehow I was glad that Sean said this, which is a reminder for myself and everyone else. We don't sing for the sake of pleasing the audiences, but to please God. At the end of the day, I still made several mistakes. But I was relieved that overall, the presentation was alright.

These few days I have become so low in self esteem. I mean, even lower than I used to be. aHAHA. Sien. Today I went to swim and kept telling myself to look at what i own and stop focusing on what i don't have. Nobody is perfect and i will never be able to please everyone even if i wished to. I can't do everything perfectly even if I wished to. I remember once Tina told me, "If you wanted to achieve 100% in the performance, you have to make sure that you can achieve at least 150% during the practice. You have to practise really hard to perform well so that the audience will be impressed too." That was when we were to perform for the school concert few years back then. However, there's no 100% when it comes to relationship/friendship. This is due to the different level of expectation from every single person. Even when you think you have done 100% well but people might think that it's only 90% worth of all. They expect you to do more, to be much better.

Anyways, let's talk about something else. So I went to grab bubble tea with gor gor just now since I feel like bubbletea-ing. I wanted to go to easyway initially but plan changed. Sigh. Tough luck. Big mistake. Utopia, my goodness, I actually ordered for lychee and I got sago. And it tasted.........sigh. However I still feel good after the ride because...I just do. I always feel better after that, even if it's only like five minutes ride. I miss the time. Sigh.

I received this website in a mail. vigilantcitizen. Anyways it actually freaks me out. I showed it to gor gor and now both of us are scared. Ahahaha i shouldn't have read it! Sien. I am always a timid girl and i don't think i will ever be different anytime in the future. Later at night I went to toilet and I had a bigger shock....when I stepped onto the weight scale. ORZ.

Hey..Thanks for the encouragement. Whenever I tell you that i can't make it anymore you're always there pulling me through, telling me i can make it. And you who tell me that i'm not the only one whenever i tell you how bad i feel because i couldn't make it through and i really regretted for not trying my best for the past few years. You always tell me it's really hard and everyone is struggling too which makes me feel a bit better. At least I ain't the only one, i suppose? And you who are kind enough to prepare breakfast for me when I said i am really stress and i haven't done any productive progress and keep nagging non-stop which i find it annoying too haha. And you who always give me support whenever i need it.

Kindness is all around.

魂不守舍

2011-04-03T13:09:00.003+08:00

最近一直处于这样的状态。

我是怎么了？

跟人说话也是不清不楚，要不然就是不专心。

讲话的时候总是不能很快的反应，要想好一段时间才能好好的回答。

我想急性子的人一定会很想砍掉我了啊哈哈。

东西也是这边漏那边掉。

特别是手机都漏了好几次好几天结果整个人觉得很insecure。

还有一天还很白痴的lock掉自己的手机结果半天不能用 =____=

然后偏偏那天就是很多msg结果看不到不能reply人。

真的可以再笨一点。

还好有人救了我sigh。

昨晚驾车还差点撞到人。

我想要恢复正常啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊。

Perhaps

2011-04-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

We are just friends.

Nothing more than that.

Maybe.

振作一点啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

一整个就是很沮丧

Bliss

2011-03-29T22:28:00.001+08:00

I love muaji!

Thanks yi zhang and yiyi!

That's not chinese bun wei

友情与爱情都是一样的

2011-03-28T20:26:00.004+08:00

谢谢你。

我不完美，更不是最好中的最好的。

可是你却对我很好。

谢谢你爱我。

谢谢你曾经爱过我。

Sooooooo Pretty!!! And curvaceous!!!! My goodness. Perfect.

Happy Birthday to my beloved xiao di!

2011-03-27T20:09:00.003+08:00

Ah Fook! Happy Birthday!!!

I miss you a lot! In fact, I miss all of you a lot!!

Thanks for being such an understanding and good boy.

I love you so much.

愿与姐妹们共勉之

2011-03-26T15:10:00.002+08:00

So i saw this on apia's plurk.

梁洛施选择分手原因靠谱分析（图）

Well, it doesn't matter to me whether it's true or not.

But there's one thing that I have to agree with.

"女人很多时候要靠自己，而不是男人的虚无缥缈的甜言蜜语，因为你不会永远美丽，所以他也不会永远为你停留。"

啊

2011-03-25T22:24:00.004+08:00

终于

我狠下心了！

哈哈就是冲着丽诗的那句话！

lololol

可是今后就要更加节省了！

我曾经有一段日子会注意名牌

注意归注意，想要归想要，可是都停留在那段日子了

我也曾经希望拥有，在我做工赚钱的有能力的时候才买，而且是要先买给父母

从来没想过有一天我的好朋友竟然会送给我

我不配，可是他们都很爱我，所以我很珍惜

真的真的很珍惜很爱护它

可是如果因为这样你觉得我很爱慕虚荣，那你就错了

你凭什么因为这一点觉得我爱名牌

你觉得我辛苦打工是为了名牌吗？

你以为收到这么贵的礼物我不内疚吗？

你认为说我会觉得这些礼物是我应得的吗？

你都不了解我，不知道我的处境，你凭什么论断我，讽刺我这样不对那样不对且超爱名牌？

对于强词夺理思想顽固的人向来是束手无策

只希望你在批评他人的时候摸摸自己的良心

我不是姓两画所以没有那么有钱

可是穷归穷，穷人也是有尊严的！

没有人能够强迫他人做什么

每个人都有自己的人身自由

不是吗?呵呵

啊

黑掉了

有点伤心

无可奉告

2011-03-23T22:08:00.005+08:00

心太软

吃亏的是你自己

唉

人哪

就是学不乖！

Reborn

2011-03-20T20:50:00.006+08:00

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened....."

I saw this on ah kueh's blog.

Indeed.

你还好吗？

刚刚聊了一下。

我相信你现在很好。

你好就好。

替你高兴。

要加油啊。

曾经那么的刻苦铭心的笑哭痛累到最后的释怀...

最后一切都烟过云霄了吧...

我现在很好，如果你想知道的话 XD

人生嘛，不如意事常八九，看开点就好吧哈哈

By the way An de ru, i think i know the reason oledi! It's cz I am older now! I really hafta go to korea liao.. hahahhaha!

我相信 你会找到一个比我漂亮比我高比我棒比我体贴比我会煮饭比我会照顾你的人 因为你值得拥有^^

自己拥抱自己

2011-03-19T21:52:00.001+08:00

加油

你其实很棒的

你也值得拥有

你要坚持到底

加油

拥抱
不过是个奢侈品

I m so hungry now T.T

2011-03-10T11:37:00.004+08:00

A lot of time...
It's not because I don't want, but I can't.
Ah~ aud berry high la naw!
The best option is to stay at home.
And gradually...becomes a boring person.
I like the necklace seriously! It's so pretty! Huggssss
And the bag too! I love it!
Sometimes you just wonder why.
But end up feeling thankful and grateful for having them, loving you so much.
Aih...
I am still very hungry T.T

Testing

2011-03-04T12:28:00.001+08:00

Testing testing

sweet

2011-03-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

u girls r so sweet!!!

now i hv the same thg as u girls ^^

happy happy~

I'm getting older T.T

2011-02-28T19:34:00.001+08:00

蕭灑小姐

2011-02-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

I like her eye makeup!

讨厌吃药！

2011-01-21T19:47:00.002+08:00

刚刚头真的很痛很痛，痛到要死真的是这么形容。

还好能平安到家，好几次都驾歪了，还好没事。

不想吃药，所以选择先睡觉。

很好！平常都没什么人打电话来找我，偏偏今天就接到两通，而且就是在我睡觉的时候。

WOOHOOOOOO 会不会太 geng 了一点。

两通欸！

而且我又是有起床气的人的说..哈哈。可是今天还好。

昨天闷到差点有忧郁症可是今天却有人约，太过分了！我没办法出去诶 T________T

Anyways,重点是。

I dreamt that someone wanted to steal my wallet!

WOOOHOOOOO HOW DARE YOU?!

MY WALLET?!

MY PRESENT FROM ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I APPRECIATE A LOT?!

气到我不管他身材多高大人有多面目可憎的跟他大吵拉扯。

结果一半半梦又换景了。(诶？？)

醒来后头更痛，只好吃paracetamol。

我很讨厌吃药啊..

虽然我念这科可是只要能够不吃我就不吃的，想让它自动好。

可是这次真的痛到心肝了，只好默默的吞下两粒。

结果咧。

刚刚是有好一点

可是现在怎么又回来了 =.=

天气太热了啦我的头不耐结果遇热膨涨导致头痛。

希望明天会更好！

Another Conversation

2011-01-18T22:25:00.004+08:00

W : Eh you know these days many pharmacists go back to msia, open a pharmacy there and earn a lot one leh.

A : Huh ya meh?

S : Huh ya meh so good? Eh you wan go back to work o not and open a shop there?

A : Y? I don't want le.

S : Cause you can earn a lot there!

A : So?

S : And you can call it beauty pharmacy.

A : zzzz siao le y beauty pharmacy? sounds more like beauty saloon lor

W : yalor sounds like beauty saloon

S : Sounds like beauty saloon meh? No you can call it beauty pharmacy.

A : == then after forty years? how?

W : Then call it lao zha bo pharmacy by that time.

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAA liddat oso can

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Conversation

2011-01-18T17:41:00.005+08:00

"Hey how was work? how was your first day?"

'Aih..I am determined to become tauke in the future.'

"AHAHAHA you are such a small flower!"(这里的小花就是所谓的温室里的小花)

'You don't say that first. Wait till you start working.'

"lololol yeah"

Few days @ weeks later...

'Hey how was work? how was your first day?'

"Aih...."

'Why?'

"I wanna become tauke in the future.no wait, i wanna become tauke niong. don't have to work at all."

'ahahahhahahaha'

"i know"

'hahahahahahhaha'

"shut up =="

一人传虚万人传实

2011-01-10T12:50:00.005+08:00

When people said ABC, you went to tell the other person that this particular person said ABECDGSF. This is not good, all this is going to cause misunderstanding between people, especially if they are not close to each other. How would I know? Because some people came to ask me about it. I was like ??? when I heard about it. I didn't start and talk about the craps, but you went around telling others I talked shits about them. This is not good. I was talking about other thing but you implied it on the particular matter that you thought I was talking about. Luckily there was a witness and it proved that I didn't say and I certainly didn't mean that. All this while I chose to keep quiet because I wanted everything to go to an end but apparently it didn't work really well too. I wasn't avoiding and it certainly doesn't mean that what you did was right and I agreed with you. It's not that I am afraid of you, too. And only now I knew what you have been saying and telling others all this time. I don't mind about that if it's all true but sadly, most of them are not. You can hate me for something which I've never done. But remember, what goes around, comes around. If that had already happened to me, one day, it could happen to you as well.

一种米养百种人

2011-01-05T23:05:00.004+08:00

"I'm sorry Sir but we don't have this in our store. We only have the other one which the strength is stronger."

'What?'

"The doctor prescribed you the one with regular strength but we don't have it here. We only have the extra strength one and you can get it over the counter too anyway."

'What do you mean that you don't have it?'

"I mean, we don't keep this in our store. The one we have is the one with Extra Strength, which means the strength is stronger than the one the doctor prescribed you. The doctor prescribed you the one with regular strength."

'What do you mean you don't have it? I bought it here last time!'

"Do you mean that you bought the same one the doctor prescribed you from us last time? But sir we don't have it here now. We only have the other one...."

'What do you mean you don't have it! I bought it here last time! Now you tell me what he wrote on this script!'

"OK Sir it says REGAINE here and it's the REGULAR STRENGTH that the doctor prescribed you..."

'Yea? So give me that!'

"....($%^&^%$#@$%^^%$#$^%$#@$^%#@ ok keep smiling) Sir I've told you that we don't have it here now and i'm sorry about that..."

'What?! Now you tell me what's the difference between the one you have and the one the doctor wrote here.'

(#$@&^%$@$%^%$#%$#%$#Y%$#@)

"The one we have here is stronger while the one the doctor prescribed u is not as strong."

'So you mean the one you have is more powerful? Aren't they the same? Both of them are called Regaine anyway. Like panadol is same with panadol too.'

"No sir that's different..."

'I KNOW I KNOW I'm just giving example..'

"Hold on a sec sir."

Sometimes, it's really a pain in the ass when people are being unreasonable.

You can live in your own world, but please don't expect others to do or act like what you've expected. You don't like others doing that to you too, do you?

ah~

2011-01-02T17:31:00.004+08:00

oh no~~

hafta leave earlier today because of some emergency..first sunday e =(

ah~

gonna tell them i'm not working sundays anymore.

wish me luck so that everything goes on smoothly! =]

14希望可以再有机会跟你们聊天噢！！Will miss you too!! =)

Happy New Year EVERYONE!! :]

2011-01-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

I keep watching this over and over and over and over again and I seriously laugh everytime! ahahahahahhhahaha.. my goodness.. so funny! ahahahha..

It's good that I laugh over small things.

Ahahahahahhaha

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=187426207935111&oid=119716261393425&comments&ref=mf

Naive

2010-12-27T00:31:00.007+08:00

She has always thought that if she treated someone nicely, they would treat her nicely as well.

If she talked good things about others, they would talk good things about her too.

Apparently that's not the case in this world.

That's the thing she learnt this year.

I've never disliked someone so much.

Congratulations! You've made it! lololol

If you think you can know more abt me through the blog, then you are so wrong. It's just a place for craps these days. Geddit?

志不同道不合

2010-12-23T22:02:00.006+08:00

Like what piglet has said before, she likes listening to some "emo" songs sometimes because she's too happy all the time and she needs something sad to balance out the mood. I didn't really understand that last time, but now I do. Ahaha.

Was thinking, finally i've got rid of those annoying "thing" but apparently it's not over yet. Because I've met a new one =____= Completely Exactly the same! My goodness...what can I say. I guess it's a fate that I hafta learn to face it. lololol.

所谓志不同道不合，就是...i don't know how to explain, you hafta experience that yourself, only then you will understand. lol.

个性不合就真的是合不到啊，毕竟观念都不同了。

I like what leng leng wrote in her recent post. I just couldn't agree more! lol.

I like this song. Despite the lyrics, I actually find it soothing, instead of saddening. Hahaha.

Enjoy, song of the day!

现在在听着....爱错

2010-12-22T00:34:00.005+08:00

有的时候拼命地想解释，可是又不知道如何开口。

最后往往总是选择放弃。

要那么想就那样吧，我没有权力控制。

刚刚明明打了好多，最后决定不打了。

曾经她问我为什么那么在意别人的看法搞到自己总是被影响。

我也不知道。

我也不想那么容易被控制。

我有好多的缺点。

这就是其中一个吧。

最近听到有人说我矮耳朵大上镜但现实中不漂亮还有长得像猴子。

不否认，除了长的像猴子。

我真的长得像猴子咩！T————T

结果

最后

我还是选择放弃

保持沉默最好的吧

A-Lin 黃麗玲 - 給我一個理由忘記

2010-12-13T19:22:00.003+08:00

雨都停了這片天灰什麼呢

我還記得你說我們要快樂

我很喜欢aLin。

她的歌声，总会在不同的时间给我不同的感动。

她的歌，总是越听越好听。

深夜裡的腳步聲總是刺耳

以前总觉得，一个人没什么大不了。

现在会觉得，有人陪伴总是好的。

人会变的。

不要勉强，就承认自己不能接受孤单吧。

害怕寂寞就讓狂歡的城市陪我關燈

可是有的时候，我又很享受一个人在咖啡厅的感觉。

拿着手提电脑，悠闲的上网，自在的喝着咖啡。

人，就是这么的矛盾吧？

也许只有我。

毕竟，我是一个无聊的人，没有什么生活乐趣的人。

又或者，这只是一个借口罢了。

只是哪怕周圍再多人感覺還是一個人

你知道你问这些东西的时候，我的感受到底是怎么样？

我说了，我不想提起我不想说我不想谈，我是认真的。

你认为我是开玩笑的吧？

你没有经历过，所以你觉得并没有什么大不了的事能够让人分开吗？

你觉得你年龄比我大，所以什么事都经历过了吗？

现在有好多人都在分分和和，没什么稀奇吗？

每个人都是在玩弄各人的感情吗？

我笑著回答，并不代表我心不会痛。

我一直不想碰触那个伤口，拜托你，不要再尝试撕开我包得很紧，并总是尝试不断忽略它的存在的伤口。

我不怪你，因为我们不熟对方。

否则你会知道，我的防卫心不低，我不易相信别人。

我看起来很笨，也许我真的很笨，可是有的时候有些事情我只是装着不懂，不想识破，不想参与，并不是我真的不知道。

每當我笑了心卻狠狠的哭著

一个人住怎么样？

嗯，说实话，还不错。

要做什么都可以，走进厨房冲凉房心情都很好

好想要自己的一个屋子。

我知道，做梦吧！

我是很喜欢做梦啊没错。

哈哈。

好了

碎碎念归碎碎念

说完就算了

你不能接受就要告诉我

从此我就不会再对你说了

If

2010-12-07T17:52:00.003+08:00

If I ever become a pharmacist...

I shall not be harsh or looking down at vege bird.

If

2010-12-05T17:58:00.003+08:00

If I ever become a pharmacist....

I hope I can Always and Never Stop smiling and serving the patients/customers patiently.

Confidence!

2010-11-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

I need you!

ok.

chill.

smile.

and talk confidently.

wuwuwuwuwuwu still, i am so scared as i am never confident in myself T_____T

ok.

chill.

smi.....

....

...

i know. i am repeating again. what a cycle. hahahahaha!

我知道你知道

2010-11-15T21:09:00.003+08:00

如果当初加点把劲，事情也许会不一样。

如果当初没有看轻，事情也许会不一样。

如果当初没有放弃，事情也许会不一样。

如果当初置身事外，事情也许会不一样。

如果当初。

可惜，没有如果的事。

明知道很难，却没有真正努力。

明知道不对，却没有加以更改。

明知道会错，却放弃尝试更正。

明知道要拼，却没有尽力去做。

可惜，没有明知道的事。

事情发生了，就要接受。

从头开始，也许很难受。

可是，也许，这就是人生。

现在才发现，也许不迟，可其实也慢了几步，好多步。

也许不是最糟糕的，可是在这家应该算是了吧。哈哈哈。

我知道好多人也是这样。可是...好啦其实也已经看透了。哈哈哈。谢谢你啊慕。哈哈哈。总是不厌其烦的告诉我。hugs！

The other day there was this German lady telling me that the course over here is different from what she had in German. She did the course there for a few years before migrating here. Anyways, In German, they focus and emphasise on industrial training, which means, more on Chemistry, to make drugs. Meanwhile, they focus more on Biology over here, Human Biology, to be exact. So it's more like medicinal stuffs. Hmmm so apparently different countries different stuffs. It's like in dentistry, some dentists will recommend you to extract all your wisdom teeth before they cause any problem while some will not recommend you doing so. So there's no right or wrong, good or bad. It's just the different practice at different universities.

Random? Yeah, that's me I guess. lol.

:")

2010-11-14T19:55:00.005+08:00

One kind word.

One phone call.

One message of encouragement.

Just one.

And that definitely makes me smile.

没有看不起我这个笨蛋。

虽然自己都看不起自己。

什么都半天吊的丑冬瓜。

感动。

谢谢。

短短一句话，也能让心情久久不能平复。

感动。

"When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change. Cause you're amazing, just the way you are..."

Statistics

2010-11-11T14:02:00.004+08:00

You guys are right.

Apparently, people tend to blog more frequently especially during the exam period.

lololol.

Can't wait to see you people. 07S3A FTW!

So..song of the day! This is one of my all time favourite songs!

原地

2010-11-10T13:23:00.002+08:00

我一直都还在原地，从来都没有离开过。

是你，先狠狠的踩了一脚，又转身离开。

我没哭，也没有解释，更没有试着挽留。

我的苦衷，我的坚持，我的理由，藏着。

我还是停留在原地，看着四周围的残局。

好的，坏的，美丽的，丑陋的，一切的。

在这时候，一切都显得特别讽刺及伤感。

曾经美好，现在的狼藉，其实曾有预兆。

振振有词，不可理喻，口沫横飞，等等。

莫名其妙，不理会，失望，难过，放下。

一切顺其自然，想通了，你自然会回来。

我还是在这原地，从来都没想过要离开。

Thanks a lot :)))

2010-11-08T13:02:00.000+08:00

Because it's not worth it. There's a lot of better ones.

Enough Said.

a post

2010-11-07T18:47:00.006+08:00

just realised i have typed more than one post in a day and i decided to have only one a day, hence the new post. i duno y m i so sad today, like really unmotivated to do anything. i know i shud hv control over my emotion and not revealing to ppl around me who r innocent but i just can't help it. i tried hard to smile to everyone today but i think i din do it nicely at all. all i wanted to do is to be alone. i hv owaz tried hard to please ppl around me but i still failed. i m always emotionally affected by ppl around me. whenever i know that someone dislikes me i feel extremely sad. whenever i know that someone says sth bad abt me behind my back i feel sad. whenever ppl shoot me wif sarcasm in front of me i feel sad. whenever i know that one i like dislikes me i feel sad. whenever i know dat ppl i talk good thgs abt do the other way round to me i feel sad. whenever i know that someone made fun of my imperfections or ppl i love around me i feel sad. why is there hatred in this world? why cant everyone just live happily together? why are there wars? there are certain ppl i don like but i've always told myself that after all the grumbles i shud stop disliking them. i mite tell you how annoying this person is but after that i will forget abt it n try to think that the person is actually nice. esp when they treat me nicely after that. even if there's only a kind word i will feel more than happy already. i wud nv wan u to hate this person. that is never my intention. after all i only talk abt these to certain ppl too cz those who don understand me will think that i m trying to destroy one's reputation. i m not saying how good i am but it's just me. i will never allow others to talk sth bad abt my good frens esp when it is not true. even if what they said is true i will talk on behalf of them that it's actually a misunderstanding or whatever. i will not choose to be quiet cz i know i have to stand up for my good frens. i just wan peace. i just wan everyone to love each other. why is it so hard? i m sad abt the backstabbing when all this time i have been trying to stand up for you. i really treasure my frens. i really do. and i really wanna keep them in my collection for my entire life. i wud nv wanna lose any of them. come to think abt it, sometimes i still cant get over what you have done to me. but when i think abt the good thgs in the past i feel a little bit better. i owaz try to convince myself that you din mean it and you still like me. i mite be hypnotising myself. yeah. mayb that's the thing. cz despite all the effort, i still feel sad.

Kindness

2010-11-04T08:41:00.011+08:00

Stephen gor gor invited me over to have porridge together for dinner on Wednesday and I was really happy because I love porridge! I don't like eating rice but I love porridge! Maybe because it's soggy and it's easier for me to swallow =.= man i m so lazy. I just love porridge! But by the time he told me it was around five thirty and I have already had my dinner. So early? Yeah cause I had brunch and I was already hungry by then. However, I still went over because I wanted to try the porridge! Then I decided to stay over at his place to accompany him because he's alone now. So after getting his permission then off I went!

After having this very delicious porridge I asked gor gor which room could I take. Then I went to the room...and all of a sudden, the memory flashed over. Things from when I first arrived in Perth for further studies to the time I moved out from the house. Yiyi and Yizhang are really nice. They don't have to treat me so nicely but they chose to look after me really really well. I don't even know how can i repay their kindness. I still remember gor gor didn't really talk to me when I first came because both of us are introverts, in a sense. hahaha. We only talk a lot of rubbish to those we are close to, but we are afraid of strangers. Throughout the year I've changed a bit and started to talk more, but now I think I have gone back to the timid girl again. Maybe it's due to the backstabbing, or maybe it's other reason. That's another Longggg story. lololol. Anyway I think I should try to talk more now. lol. Now gor gor and I talk a lot of serious and stupid stuffs. Even though he always makes fun of me but that's alright because I love the way u....=.= btw this song is really a hit oh wait i wanted to say that it's alright because he treats me very nicely most of the time. And I remember my cousin in law(in case u r wondering, i hv two cousins, stephen gor gor is not married yet.) who brought me out for the first time. I was really surprised and scared at the same time actually, because I didn't know what to talk to her and my english speaking wasn't fluent at all. Not that it's any better now i am so failed. And she's a really really nice and kind and pretty girl who I admire and that makes me even more shy when facing her. When people told me I look like her I felt so honoured and super happy like seriously and I would say thank you thank you but then I thought..eh what if she felt insulted le? Her eyes are so big and mine aren't as big lor and her smile is so sweet mine isn't as sweet lor..aiya jiu shi she's much prettier la how come we look alike? Some people might think, ah you don talk crap la you think you so pretty like her meh? I still rmb this person who looked at me with a disgusted face when someone else said that i look like my cousin in law. lol. I didn't think I look like her lor ok. I know where's my standard up to lor. as if i forced them to say that pun =.= and i didn't follow her steps to go for the course i m doing now pls don say dat i m a copycat pls n don ask me to marry a doc pls n i cant sing as well too pls kthxbai. lololol. Anyway I think I talked something wrongly that day when we went out but I didn't have the chance to explain that I actually DIDN'T MEAN IT IN A BAD WAY AT ALL. T.T sigh.

Ok I've gone a bit too far. Then gor gor came into the room and switched on the aircond for me cause he said it's very stuffy. I was so touched that I nearly cried AHAHA no la but I was really touched cause it was so so so so hot 37 degrees that day eh no kidding. But don worry I didn't have it on for the whole night because my nose can't stand it. It always goes very itchy and uncomfortable when I stay in an air-conditioned room for too long. Good thing, I won't waste too much electricity. lol. The next day we had porridge for brekkie again and then I went to do a bit of study. AND then suddenly gor gor came in and served me watermelon cubes that he has cut. I WAS SO TOUCHED T^T When it came to lunch time I was still in my room because I didn't really feel hungry yet. Then he brought in fried rice and put on my table T________T Gor gor is so nice T______________________T thE room was flooded with my tears ahahahhahaha.

There are many people treating me really nicely in my life, without asking for return. When I first came, you who helped me to borrow books from seniors so that I didn't have to buy a brand new one, thank you! You who brought me to church all the time even though it was not on the way and it wasn't convenient actually, thank you! You who brought me out for nice meals and treat me because yiyi said gorgor should treat meimei ahahha poor gorgor. Btw that's how I met my boss who treats me really nicely as well. Thanks gor I really wanted to thank you for not bringing me to harbourtown as you had promised but brought me along to the dimsum to meet with your friends instead, because that's how i got the job and had the chance to meet with the employers who treat me so nicely all the time, especially after I moved out. I really really appreciate that. And I thank you who taught me Maths last time, that was really kind of you. Thank you for cooking for me, invited me over for meals and drove me around without complaints. Thank you for giving me all the stuffs, clothes and also the christmas gift I would never ever forgotten because that was my first christmas gift from someone BAHAHA. Thank you for sending over letters during my foundation year. I really cried when I read you girls' words cause it just meant so much to me when I was alone here. Thank you for sending over parcels on my birthdays. Thank you for treating me mcFlurry. Thank you for moving my stuffs to the new place, you really really helped me a lot as i didn't have a car back then. Thank you for lending me the fan so that I don't have to suffer that much in summer. Thank you for celebrating my birthdays with me. Thank you for always listening to me even though it's annoying as I only share things that annoyed me to you because I trust you and I wouldn't say that to anyone else. Thank you for the small gifts you gave to me from time to time. Thank you for all the kind words you've said to me. Thank you for treating me nicely even though I always lose my temper on you. Thank you for supporting me all the time. Thank you for being understanding as you know I have my own reasons for doing certain things. Thanksssss a lotttttt. Those who are reading now, yes, you are one of them. hmmmm.. i think. hahahha.

I miss my family. I thank God for my parents and brothers. And I thank my parents for spending so much on me just to send me over. I love my brothers because they are always protecting me. I really miss them....

Dear Lord, I thank You for everything You have given me. Even though some things have been taken away from me but I know that's Your will. Although I don't want to accept that willingly most of the time. I know it's You who put these kind people around me to help and encourage me. There are people who treat me harshly but I guess that's the way You teaches me to grow up and get stronger.

The kindness of these people bring a smile on my face. Whenever I feel sad because of those who treat me like crap, I will remind myself how a lot of other people have treated me nicely. Of course, i can't be so optimistic all the time. But I will try.

And Smile =)

ojibalaaaa

2010-11-01T21:03:00.006+08:00

Well..I actually had a lot of things to write about but I am too lazy to write everything out... Too lazy ahahha lalala balala pilala dulala

the pinky and the brain lalalala

cincai write la u cincai read oso ahahaha

其实啊..每次看到他们都有自己以前的同班同学也在这里念书的时候都好羡慕好羡慕好羡慕噢..

How I wish you guys were here as well! Somehow I still can't believe I am the only one here..:"( Is any of you coming over next year? Yes? No? Maybe?

We can do so many things together! Go out and have drinks tgt.. Talking abt the past in KaiDee..What we have done in the class together.. Wondering what are some of the teachers doing atm.. Going to each other's house and have fun tgt.. Give each other's surprise on their birthdays.. Go having fun tgt.. Go fishing and crabbing tgt(OK i don't think i'll like this but it will be a really good memory when i reminisce in the future).. All sort of thing!

你们会过来吗？

我需要克服的一个缺点就是，不要太被动。

一直以来，若不是你们，可能我到现在都没什么好朋友，i mean真的很好很好可以讲秘密的好朋友。

谢谢你们！

这种默契有点恐怖，我不需要说什么你都懂。

哈哈哈

想起来也有点好笑，当初有点显你因为第一次见面时的事情

还说这种人我是没有可能能够跟他做好朋友

哪里知道！

啊哈哈哈

Ok la, for those who read my blog and love me, I love you too! Yerp that's you! hugsssss I really love you i am sorry if i don't express it in a right way or in a way that you expected.. but i REALLY love you.. and i mean it..(L)

oh

2010-10-27T11:19:00.001+08:00

hip hip hurray!

Ignore ignore ignore me

2010-10-20T23:35:00.004+08:00

Yeah you are right.

Most of the people can't get into Medicine, Dentistry or Podiatry therefore they had to choose Pharmacy eventually.

Pharmacy isn't as hard as other courses, look at those who are doing Medicine, Dentistry, Podiatry or Engineering.

All you have to do is just memorising the drugs. Doctors have to know more than that.

Dentists can earn a lot more than pharmacists.

Curtin University is not a good university, UWA is preferable.

Why didn't you choose UWA? You couldn't get into it?

I should just do the course in Miri since it's cheaper to study in Malaysia.

How old are you now? OMG why are you still here?

LOL.

This is ridiculous.

Nah, I'm not moody. Ahahaha. A bit kelam kabut though. Somehow I still have the time to write all these craps. Geng le. lololol. Finish egg liao. You girls jia you too! I love you hug hug huggssss. Alright. kthxbai.

有的时候当我觉得自己很失败的时候会去弹弹钢琴，想想其实自己还不错啊，至少还会弹钢琴，其实也没有那么糟糕，虽然水准已经大不如从前。人有的时候还是要学会自我安慰，自我调节心情啊。

Nothing much.

2010-10-17T20:26:00.007+08:00

As I've said before I don't normally camwhore with my right sided facing the camera cause i think i don't look good liddat but i guess it's okay in this photo or maybe it's just the eye makeup or whatever. lol. yeah la i super vain la lololol. I used the MAX FACTOR mascara and I really think they are good hey.

I don't know how others define beauty. To me, it's not just the features appearance, what's found inside is fairly important as well. The way you talk, the way you treat others, etc. You can make up and look really hot, or maybe you are just outstanding even without make up, but if you always swear or curse those you dislike, I don't think you are pretty. Well, in terms of appearance, yes, you are still very pretty. Of course, everyone defines beauty differently. This is just my personal opinion.

Some guys always say that they like girls with natural beauty. Some people especially girls may snap back saying that, "There's no such thing as natural beauty! Do you like a girl with messy eyebrows and never bother to trim them?!" So on and so on and so on... C'mon folks, chill~ I don't think the guys mean that when they said they prefer Natural Beauty. They just mean they prefer girls not to put on thick make up, like really really think make up. For those guys who want their gfs to not putting on make up at all, well...I guess you are unconfident with yourselves. Are you afraid that your gf will be snatched by some other guys when they make up and look hot? If she's yours, she'll always be yours. Don't worry about it! However, if she wants to leave you, there's no point trying anything too. What's meant to be yours will always be by your side forever. After all, you lose someone who doesn't appreciate you. That's her loss I reckon :)

I read some articles saying that girls these days have applied too much stuffs on our face, which is not good. I still think that girls should look after themselves well enough. Protect yourself by applying sunscreen, especially when there's a big hole in the ozone layer just right above Australia! You don't wanna get skin cancer! Well.. not like you can really avoid it completely but still, prevention bah. And yeah, moisturiser. You need it because it's really dry in Australia. But be careful with what moisturiser to choose for your face. I used to use this brand and after a year it actually started causing pimples on my face so I decided to stop using it. After that, the pimples started to fade away. So I guess it's the moisturiser that caused the trouble. Ok, in conclusion, it's you who decide what you want to apply on your face. Wait, in a nutshell, you still shouldn't apply too much stuffs on your face because that may be too much for your skin. OKok i don't know lah you can just ignore what I've just said. Ahahaha!

Hmmm...I think people have no rights to poke their noses into someone's relationship. It's none of your business, you don't have to do any justice. Lol. If they break up, they have their own reasons too. Who are you to judge when you don't even know what had happened or what's going on? Lololol. Everyone is a grown up now, don't worry, they know how to handle it. LOL.

I hope I love the right people. I really treat you as my besties, somehow I really hope you treat me the same as well. We can just be good friends if you wish, I'm fine with it. Maybe that's the way you treat your bestie, in that case, I hope you will let me know. Sometimes it hurts when you treat me like that. lol.

Anyways, I miss you. I miss the time we used to hang out together. I don't know if things can go back anymore. Take care and I wish you all the best!

Whenever I said I wanna 减肥 people will go 你哪里需要减，这样刚刚好啊？ Of course, this doesn't include the period when I became fat and bloated which was...few months ago ORZ during the winter. AHAHAHA! MAN I WAS REALLY BLOATED LIKE A BALLOON!!! WHY WASN'T I EVEN CONSCIOUS ABOUT IT!!! AHAHAHHA!! Ok it's not like I am really thin now but at least, a bit thinner than before. Well anyway, actually whenever I said 减肥 I mean I wanna 减局部肥胖啦。So to me 减肥 means 减局部肥胖. Ok la enough for this topic I don't know how to continue anymore ahahahhaha!

Well, I don't think I am pretty. For those meanies, you can go ahead. Lol. However, I don't think I am ugly too. Yes, I don't have nice lips because they're always chapped since I didn't look after them well AHAHA! My friends used to scream and said "OMG YOUR LIP is BLEEDING!" when they saw it for the first time but they got used to it after so many times therefore now they'll just say "Hey go and get a tissue and wipe off the blood." Ahahaha! But oh well I tried to apply lip balm now because it really hurts when they are chapped and bleed due to the dry weather here T.T and yeah my eyes aren't big and I have hidden double eyelids. But I think that's enough for me already lah. The most I'll just stick double eyelid tapes lor. Ahahaha. And yes I have big ears like elephant or mouse AHAHAHAHA! But I can use hair to cover them as much as I can la I think. Ahahaha. I like my nose, though there are blackheads on it. Ahahaha! I am short, stop laughing at me! Ahahaha! I can hide anywhere I want okay and you can hardly find me then I can win in a hide-and-seek game. Bahaha! I got flappy arms and thighs and my stomach big la! Blame the genes AHAHAHA! No la I should do more exercise. See la see la find one day la. ahahahha! At the end of the day, I like what I've been given by God. After all, nobody is perfect =)

You are beautiful, be confident with yourself!:)

Song of the day!

Why?

2010-10-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

为什么？

无解。

Unsolved.

讨厌啦

2010-10-13T23:41:00.003+08:00

吼吼吼吼吼吼吼吼

鬼吼做什么啦啦啦啦啦!

太多疑问知道答案又如何

夜深了，心亮了

2010-10-12T00:54:00.004+08:00

怎么说呢？啊就是心比较明亮！啊哈哈！

对于未来的渺茫，这种漂浮感，阔别好几年后，再次侵袭！哈哈！

这就是所谓的心的明亮感吧！终于发觉了！哈哈哈

人们总说，计划永远赶不上变化，我也永远不知到未来到底会怎样。

未来的我会在哪里呢？会不会在做跟我现在在念的科系的工作呢？呵呵

So is it true that year 2012 is gonna be the exact year of the end of the world? Well, I guess it doesn't really matter anyway.

也许夜深了，又开始感到彷徨了。

万一要是如果，事情不是我要的那般，该怎么办呢？

呵呵。

现在快要夏天了，大家都赶着减肥。

我的局部肥胖还挺麻烦的，不知到该做多久的运动才能消除。

重点是，一定要持之以恒。

我最厉害的事，就是虎头蛇尾。

哈哈哈。

完了，还这么骄傲 =.=

也许我会考虑跟去跳舞吧。

考虑而已啦，因为我很害臊的，我会不好意思！啊哈哈哈！

They always tell me that I look troubled at times.

Do I? Maybe I do. Or maybe I'm just day-dreaming. Ahahaha!

这首歌在夜深人静的时候，特别动听。